Hey Babes....
So as you know, I recently got a tattoo. It’s the logo of the key for the shop. Maybe it totally makes sense to you why I chose this or maybe you’re like.....Girl....Are you actually, literally branding yourself??
I guess yes, and no. I got this tattoo and the words grit and grace, because I feel like those words describe the last 4.5 years of my life.
I can’t lie to you guys. These past 4 years have come with some incredible highs and some terrible lows. I had no idea that I was a workaholic.
And not like, yeah girl....hustle, hustle!!
But more like.....extreme anxiety that I will fail and lose everything I have built unless I am literally working myself sick. And this is no joke, I actually recently was diagnosed and am still recovering from Shingles.
Shingles.
What??? Isn’t that what old people get? This is what I asked my doctor. She said, yes the elderly and young people who are very stressed out and have a low immune system.
Are you stressed Michelle?
A simple question.
I waited until I had reached the safety of my car and I burst into tears.
Stressed?
I’m hardly holding my head above the water. These days it’s quite normal for me to get light headed around 6pm and realize it’s because I haven’t actually eaten anything yet that day.
It’s normal for me to run off of 4 hours of sleep and 4 extra large coffees throughout out the day, then a few glasses of wine at night to help fall asleep because my body is jittering from caffeine.
This is not a healthy life. My body is incredibly angry at me. My mind is sad because being a workaholic is actually very hard. It makes my mom guilt go through the roof. In my head I know I have to put the laptop away and spend quality time with my precious girls. But the truth is, I feel better at working than I do at momming. Which in turn makes me hate myself a little. I’m good at working, I enjoy it, it’s satisfying, and people are actually quite impressed by what I do.
Momming.....I feel like a constant failure 24/7. I’m not making healthy enough food, their bedtimes aren’t on a proper schedule, Gabby cries every morning she has to go to school because she misses me, because I am a bad mom.
These are things that I put on me. They are not entirely true, but for some reason I like to beat myself up about them.
You might ask why I am being so transparent and admitting all of this to you? I’m sort of unsure of why I am too. But, I think it’s because I know a lot of you see my daily outfit pics and my cute photos of my girls and think, how does she do it all???? How does she have it together everyday?
Babes, I’m not doing it all. I am riding the struggle bus on the daily. On. The. Daily!!!
Working and being a mom is epically hard. I think in this day and age even more so because there is that constant pressure to be better. To look in control and to look like it’s all perfect.
I have recently started talking to a life coach out of Vancouver. While I am proud of my hard work, grit and determination. I also know it will hurt me in other areas of my life if I don’t learn how to control it. My marriage suffers, and my family suffers. Not to mention my friends, I feel like I never have time for them anymore.
I need help finding balance. I also recently hired a nanny so when I do get home from work, I can dedicate those few precious hours to my girls instead of trying to work, parent and be a good housekeeper.
These are a few of the things I am starting to do to take better care of myself. And please, feel free to comment any other things that have helped you. I am all ears babes!
So I am telling you this because I know there are many of you that are reading this, that can completely relate. I want you to know that you are so not alone!
And I don’t just mean working moms but also stay at home moms. I can not fathom the responsibility of being the perfect stay at home mom. I feel like I get a bit of a pass in some ways.....”Oh Michelle bought cookies for the bake sale, well it’s because she’s so busy.”
I know all you moms are just as busy but in different ways. So try find your balance mamas. I am trying. I am failing most days, but I’m learning to ask for help and try not to beat myself up if I don’t do it all everyday.
So the tattoo. The tattoo is a daily reminder of what I have built. With extreme grit and as much grace as I can muster. I have built myself a dream job! A job that makes my heart so happy it could burst. I have built a beautiful family. The tattoo is a reminder to enjoy it, to slow down a second and take it all in. My mind constantly wants to wander to what’s next?? A 3rd store..... a bigger 1st store.
What next??? What next????
Calm Michelle. Live right now. What’s next will come, but you need to enjoy your accomplishments as they happen.
We all do. We all need to enjoy what we have and appreciate the now.
So that’s the story behind my tattoo. That’s the story of me these days. A dang hot mess that is just trying to make it all work.
So please, know in those days that you want to scream and pull your hair out and wonder why you can’t do it all....you are not alone.
And you are doing the best you can do.
You are enough.
You are full of grit and grace, believe it.
Tattoo Done By: SaraKim Terrero @ Gold Ocean Studios
I am super excited this very moment indeed Dr Dominion is truly a good man, i doubted him from the beginning but right now i can trust him with my all because he has put a beautiful smile on my face and change my life from struggle to millionaire, what would i have done without him, just few months ago i was struggling wondering what would my life turn into, now i am here sharing a wonderful testimony of my life, after i explained my whole situation to him he took me as his own daughter and removed my family from shame, he prepared a lottery winning spell for me with true sincerity and gave me a winning number to play and that was how i won that jackpot, Dr Dominion took away my shame, my pain and my worries, what a humble man with a heart of gold, thank you so much i am very grateful for what you have done for me, should you have any interest in giving it a try or going through any difficulties i think he is the right man to talk to and i believe he can help
Email: dominionlottospelltemple@gmail.com
website: dominionlottospell.wixsite.com/dr-dominion
phone: +12059642462
I’m beyond grateful to Dr. Benjamin for changing my life completely! I had been playing the Mega Millions lottery for years without success, until I came across Dr. Benjamin and decided to give his spell casting services a try. After performing a powerful lottery spell for me, everything turned around in the most unbelievable way—I won the Mega Millions jackpot of $670,000,000,00! The experience still feels like a dream come true. Dr. Benjamin was professional, kind, and deeply spiritual throughout the entire process. He guided me with confidence and positive energy, and his work truly produced results beyond my imagination. I highly recommend Dr. Benjamin to anyone who believes in miracles and is ready for a life-changing breakthrough. reach him via drbenjaminlottospell711@gmail.com or WhatsApp: +18588585788.
If you have been scammed by a crypto investment group and are looking to retrieve your funds, it is important to take action as soon as possible. One option you can consider is reaching out to a reputable company like REALCYBER HACK . REAL CYBER HACK RECOVERY specializes in cybersecurity and digital forensics, and they may be able to help you track down and recover your scammed funds. They have experience in dealing with crypto scams and can provide you with the necessary expertise and tools to assist you in your recovery efforts they carry out all kinds of hacking such as Remote phone hack 2. Crypto Recovery, Upgrade gpa, School Grades Change,Increase credit score, Database hack, Facebook, Whatsapp hack,Remote phone Hack, Remove criminal records all kinds of hack . contact Them via Email: ( REALCYBERHACKERS @GMAIL.COM ) W h a t s a p p : +1 4106350697
Reading posts like this reminds me of what I went through recently. How I was deceived and skammed by some guy who claimed to be a trader. At the time, I felt frustrated and uncertain because I wasn’t sure who to trust. Fortunately, a family member recommended www CRSIntell dot com after hearing about how they helped skam victims recover their funds. From the first conversation, they were professional and realistic about the process. They answered my questions, explained the steps involved, and never pressured me into making decisions. One thing that gave me confidence was their policy of not charging me anything upfront. Throughout the process, they maintained consistent communication and kept me updated on developments. My experience with them was positive, and I share it whenever I come across people facing similar situations because finding reliable recovery / skam investigators can be difficult. Their watsap is +1 (360) 831-8690
Need Help To Recover My Lost Crypto Funds | Hire a Bitcoin Recovery Expert – Alpha Recovery Experts.
I fully applaud Alpha Recovery Experts for their invaluable assistance in recovering my lost money! From the minute I contacted the team, their knowledge and unwavering dedication made all the difference. Navigating the complexity of financial recovery can be difficult, but Alpha Recovery Experts approached every challenge with infectious enthusiasm and extensive understanding.
Your journey to justice and recovery begins with Alpha Recovery Experts.
Contact them via WhatsApp: +447457424681
Email contact : alpharecoveryexpert(@)consultant.com
Website; https://alpharecoveryexperts.com
Need Help To Recover My Lost Crypto Funds | Hire a Bitcoin Recovery Expert – Alpha Recovery Experts.
I fully applaud Alpha Recovery Experts for their invaluable assistance in recovering my lost money! From the minute I contacted the team, their knowledge and unwavering dedication made all the difference. Navigating the complexity of financial recovery can be difficult, but Alpha Recovery Experts approached every challenge with infectious enthusiasm and extensive understanding.
Your journey to justice and recovery begins with Alpha Recovery Experts.
Contact them via WhatsApp: +447457424681
Email contact : alpharecoveryexpert(@)consultant.com
Website; https://alpharecoveryexperts.com
Need Help To Recover My Lost Crypto Funds | Hire a Bitcoin Recovery Expert – Alpha Recovery Experts.
I fully applaud Alpha Recovery Experts for their invaluable assistance in recovering my lost money! From the minute I contacted the team, their knowledge and unwavering dedication made all the difference. Navigating the complexity of financial recovery can be difficult, but Alpha Recovery Experts approached every challenge with infectious enthusiasm and extensive understanding.
Your journey to justice and recovery begins with Alpha Recovery Experts.
Contact them via WhatsApp: +447457424681
Email contact : alpharecoveryexpert(@)consultant.com
Website; https://alpharecoveryexperts.com
GET RICH WITH BLANK ATM CARD, Whatsapp: +14642361023
I want to testify about Dark Web blank atm cards which can withdraw money from any atm machines around the world. I was very poor before and have no job. I saw so many testimony about how Dark Web Online Hackers send them the atm blank card and use it to collect money in any atm machine and become rich {DARKWEBONLINEHACKERS@GMAIL.COM} I email them also and they sent me the blank atm card. I have use it to get 500,000 dollars. withdraw the maximum of 5,000 USD daily. Dark Web is giving out the card just to help the poor. Hack and take money directly from any atm machine vault with the use of atm programmed card which runs in automatic mode.
You can also contact them for the service below
Western Union/MoneyGram Transfer Bank Transfer PayPal / Skrill Transfer Crypto Mining CashApp Transfer Bitcoin Loans Recover Stolen/Missing Crypto/Funds/AssetsEmail: darkwebonlinehackers@gmail.com
WhatsApp: +14642361023
WhatsApp:+1(215)-824-5074) Buy 1kg 6CL-ADB A, 5CLADBA, bmkoil, pmk ethylgly cidate, Etonitazepipne, Mcat (Mephedrone, 4mmc ) mdma, apvp, mdpv, ketamine, jwh series, bk mdma, mephedrone, 3mmc, 4cmc, methylone, pentylone
Signal ID:(fentpint.33) Buy 99.9% GBL\GHB Gamma Butyrolactone Chemical for sale in Australia
Signal ID:(fentpint.33) Buy Research Chemicals Ephedrine hcl JWH-018 2fdck Apvp 3cmc Alprazolam Bromazolam Clonazolam Powder Protonitazene 2CB Mdphp Freebase Buy 5cladba 5cl online
WhatsApp:+1(215)-824-5074) Buy 1kg 5cl-adba, ADBB, APVP, Eutylone crystal, Jwh-018 / Jwh210, 2fdck, Isotonitazene, Fluetizolam, Bromazolam, Protonitazene, Metonitazene
Signal:+1(530)505-4406) Buy 5 Meo DMT, 4-Aco DMT, DMT, Cocaine, heroin, 2ci, 2cb, 2cp, 2ce, ephedrine powder, etizolam powder, Buy crystals
5cl-adba precursor (semi finished)
5cl-adba raw materials
ADBB precursor (semi finished)
ADBB raw materials
APVP powder
Eutylone crystal
ADBB raw materials
Jwh-018 / Jwh210
2fdck New (small and big crystal)
Isotonitazene cas 14188-81-9
Fluetizolam CAS: 40054-88-4
Bromazolam CAS: 71368-80-4
Protonitazene (hydrochloride) CAS: 119276-01-6
Flubrotizolam CAS: 57801-95-3
Metonitazene CAS: 14680-51-4
We specialize in exporting high quality Research chemicals, medical intermediate, Pharmaceutical chemicals and so on. Products are exported to USA, Canada, France, Korea, Japan, Russia, Southeast Asia and other countries.
Contact info below
WhatsApp:+1(215)-824-5074)
Signal:+1(530)505-4406)
Signal ID:(fentpint.33)
LINE ID:(fentpint)
Email:(chemicalssolutionslab@gmail.com)
Zoho Mail:(chemicalssolutionslab@zohomail.com)
Proton Email:(chemicalssolutionslab@proton.me)
Do you need a quick long or short term Loan with a relatively low interest rate as low as 3%? We offer business Loan, personal Loan, home Loan, auto Loan, student Loan, debt consolidation Loan etc.. no matter your credit score.
Personal Loans (Secure and Unsecured)
Business Loans (Secure and Unsecured)
Consolidation Loan and many more.
Contact US for more information about Loan offer and we will solve your
financial problem. contact us via email: muthooth.finance@gmail.com
Phone number: +917428831341 (Call/What’s app)
Buy quality Nembutal and painkillers without prescription.
Buy Alprazolam,oxycotin,xanax,adderall etc online without prescription.
Discreet packaging and transport to all addresses with specified tracking numbers.
To order
EMAIL……smendys207@gmail.com
Whatsapp: +44 7737 149552
We provide the financial support you need with our fast and flexible loan options.
Whether it’s for personal expenses, home improvements or unexpected bills, we offer:
• Competitive interest rates
• Fast approval process
• Flexible repayment plans
• No hidden fees
Contact Email: loanwestlake@gmail.com
We provide the financial support you need with our fast and flexible loan options.
Whether it’s for personal expenses, home improvements or unexpected bills, we offer:
• Competitive interest rates
• Fast approval process
• Flexible repayment plans
• No hidden fees
Contact Email: loanwestlake@gmail.com
We provide the financial support you need with our fast and flexible loan options.
Whether it’s for personal expenses, home improvements or unexpected bills, we offer:
• Competitive interest rates
• Fast approval process
• Flexible repayment plans
• No hidden fees
Contact Email: loanwestlake@gmail.com
Telling lies to someone who is being real with you will come back and hunt you, you can not eat your cake and still have it, it is either you stay real who is being real with you or you loose the person for not being real back, my spouse lied to me, cheated on me and she made it look like i was the fault of the marriage but the signs were clear i was the one fighting for the marriage, coming across Macquiod and his team via macprivateinvestigators@gmail.com through the help of my brother and they exposed all her activities, she begged but it was too late the damage was already done, now i live with a clear and focused mind.
Hello, Are you interested in receiving capital funding? We are connected to a group of company who can bridge loan for new or ongoing large scale business/project. If this interests you, contact me for business discussion contact via email: (digitalloancredits@gmail.com)
GET UP TO €500,000 IN CASH FAST WITHOUT COLLATERAL OR ADVANCE FEES
Need money for a pressing need? We’ve got you covered!
Instant approval and disbursement
Borrow between 10,000 and 500,000
Apply for a loan with instant approval
Flexible repayment terms
Don’t let financial stress hold you back! Contact us today and grab this opportunity!
Apply now and get the cash you need!
contact mail: digitalloancredits@gmail.com
Hello Sir/Madam
You have a project, but banks are refusing you a loan for various reasons. We are here to help you!
We are appealing to anyone in need of financing to let them know that we offer
money from €1,000 to €5,000,000, credible to anyone capable of repaying, with interest at a rate of 2% per year
and repayment periods ranging from 1 to 50 years. We offer this in the following areas:
- Financial loan
- Mortgage
- Investment loan
- Car loan
- Debt consolidation
- Debt consolidation
- Personal loan to pay for a car, house, store, or start a business.
- You are in the archive
If you really need money to get this loan in good condition, please contact me now to obtain your loan within 24 hours.
Email: (digitalloancredits@gmail.com)
Hello I was searching for a loan to sort out my bills & debts, then I saw comments about Blank ATM Credit Cards that can be hacked to withdraw money from any ATM machines around you I doubted this but decided to give it a try by contacting {jm0525180@gmail.com} they responded with their guidelines on how the card works. I was assured that the card can withdraw €10,000 instant per day & was credited with € 800,000 so i requested for one & paid the delivery fee to obtain the card, after 24 hours later, i was shocked to see the UPS agent in my resident with a parcel {card} i signed and went back inside and confirmed the card work after the agent left. This is no doubt because I have the card & have made use of the card. These hackers are Germany USA based hackers set out to help people with financial freedom!! Contact Mr Rick for help if you want to get rich with this and pay off your bills Via: jm0525180@gmail.com OR WhatsApp via +1 (936) 366-4717 Best Regard
Hello I was searching for a loan to sort out my bills & debts, then I saw comments about Blank ATM Credit Cards that can be hacked to withdraw money from any ATM machines around you I doubted this but decided to give it a try by contacting {jm0525180@gmail.com} they responded with their guidelines on how the card works. I was assured that the card can withdraw €10,000 instant per day & was credited with € 800,000 so i requested for one & paid the delivery fee to obtain the card, after 24 hours later, i was shocked to see the UPS agent in my resident with a parcel {card} i signed and went back inside and confirmed the card work after the agent left. This is no doubt because I have the card & have made use of the card. These hackers are Germany USA based hackers set out to help people with financial freedom!! Contact Mr Rick for help if you want to get rich with this and pay off your bills Via: jm0525180@gmail.com OR WhatsApp via +1 (936) 366-4717 Best Regard